2012-01-16T10:05:00.004+08:00

monday again. everyday seems to pass so fast.

weekend was spend wisely. had reunion dinner with the family at ah gu's place. bowling with the cousins afterwhich and mac for supper. had so much fun and laughter. :)

sunday afternoon was spend with dearie. home after that and met up with dearie again at night.

CNY is just next week. can't wait la. this year, it will be a diff cny cause dearie is gg to spend with me.

ps: i miss my soon-to-be fatty hubby :)

2012-01-13T13:33:00.002+08:00

TGIF!

2012-01-12T09:21:00.000+08:00

2012-01-11T16:26:00.003+08:00

2012

Couple of things happen since 2012 started.

Most major is of course my flat selection on 10 Jan 12. Select our flat, now waiting for HLE updates *cross fingers*

Need to do lots of planning, decisions now. Let's hope that everything will be okie and smoothly. =]

2011-04-18T11:40:00.004+08:00

something happened recently, which i think i will rmbr it for life.

a moment of anger, a moment of rash, a moment of nonsense which causes a big HOOO HA. everything causes my respect for you all gone.

i wont be able to treat you like before. seriously, why must make such a thing happen.

i really dont like you now. not hate, just dont like. and i really dont like the feeling of you being a part of my family in the future.

FML

2010-07-22T10:46:00.000+08:00

A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever

2010-07-18T17:42:00.000+08:00

company chalet was great :)

2010-07-16T22:58:00.003+08:00

MrChua went jogging~ how amazing leh.

company chalet tmr, hope its fun.

i cant wait for aug to arrive~

2010-07-10T01:10:00.001+08:00

MrChua is alsp now, and i'm gg to bed soon too.

beena super hectic week. weekends have arrive, hope it'll be better then last wk. i serosuly need a break, a rest.

well, 2 picstaken a few days again. it was so nice of him to entertain me :) there are still lots more, but shall not post up here.

:)

新不了情 萧敬腾

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝

这一份情
永远难了愿来生还能再度拥抱爱一个人
如何厮守到老怎样面对一切我不知道

回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

心若倦了
泪也干了这份深情难舍难了曾经拥有
天荒地老已不见你暮暮与朝朝

这一份情
永远难了愿来生还能再度拥抱爱一个人
如何厮守到老怎样面对一切我不知道

回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

2010-07-04T14:22:00.003+08:00

boring weekends. kill me pls!

i need to buy some stuffs. nope, it should be MANY stuffsss!

MrChua is slping -.-" itouch and lappy is accomanying me.

2010-06-27T23:47:00.001+08:00

Went out, dating. Not fun, argue a lil :( all right after a while.

Went to pray his fren at mandai, thn to causeway point, and thn dinner at woodlands.

Having the Monday blues feeling le.

:(

2010-06-27T02:43:00.002+08:00

guess it has been ages since i last blogged. guess i'll neglect this blog soon.

but... MrChua is using my itouchy~ sooooooo.. here i am blogging.

haha!

ok. i'm really bored, and wisdom tooth is hurting me :( i want my itouch back!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-14T01:23:00.002+08:00

I just realise its been quite some time since i had my bonding session with MrChua. We haven been talkin much, we haven been seeing each other, we or rather I haven been telling him goodnight. :(

I miss him.

2010-05-08T05:04:00.000+08:00

The Ideal Couple.

2010-05-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored!!!

2010-05-02T14:32:00.002+08:00

the other day at RWS, festive hotel :)

2010-04-27T00:06:00.002+08:00

So its nt easy being jobless. I can see it from him. Esp for such an active person, its hard.

But seriously, i hope he get all the rest he can first before he step to his new goal.

Well, hope in 3-4 yrs times, i can fufil his goal his dream..

Go go go!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

Friday
chervons in the night for kanny&gina's baby birthday :)

Saturday
RWS-festive hotel for ahgu's birthday celebration. the place was nice. met dearie after tat. had a great talk with joshua while on the way back :)

Sunday
slept at 4am and woke up at 8am for qing ming. ended everything at ard 6pm. went back to shower and dinner downstairs.

weekends are so great!! love love.

some pics from the Lee chalet last weekends.

will be back with more more pics!

2010-04-04T21:49:00.004+08:00

31.03.2010

5th anniversary :)

how amazing to have you in my life for 5 perfect years, and counting.

times when you really drive me mad was like shit, but i know you face such time from me too. but still our sweet loving times was much more than those shit times.

thanks for loving me MrChua, and please continue to do so till your last breathe. as i will.

2010-03-31T00:55:00.001+08:00

Happy 5th anniversary!!!!!

2010-03-29T01:51:00.002+08:00

Wasnt feeling well during the weekends.

Will be back to blog soon :)

ps: 3 more days!

2010-03-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

right here now, i am thinking and missing my past. i miss the carefree time, i miss my friends, i miss those times. i really do.

i guess my cramps are making me emotional. hah!

ps/ i'm sick, both mentally and physically :( the cramps are killing me so badly.

i miss my fattychua!

2010-03-22T07:48:00.002+08:00

Although there are times when you make me so super angry, but at the end of the day i'm still so in love with you.muacks!

2010-03-20T01:37:00.002+08:00

Wat the fuck!?!?!?!? Need to use such fucking harsh tone anot??

Maybe too you those are fucking common words.but you never and will never know how fucking harsh are those words too me..

Damm it! Asshole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-16T01:25:00.000+08:00

picture perfect :)

2010-03-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

my addiction~ music + games + surfing net = awesome!

:)

2010-03-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

My heart feels weird when I see you like this.

...........

2010-03-08T07:40:00.000+08:00

did i mention that i'm missing you?

out of sudden i feel so sticky towards you! jus wanna be with you 24/7...

:(

2010-03-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

the meetup with the gfs:)

ps: cut my hair. now its layered, short and ah lian lar -.-"

2010-03-04T00:25:00.000+08:00

Finally....it's Thursday tmr:):):):)

Dating with dearie!!!!!

2010-02-28T02:55:00.002+08:00

Gotta do all the hsework tmr. Seems like ages since I last done it. Haha!

Dearie is outside with his colleagues now. So i'm all alone on a Sat night.

Ps: i'm so addicted to my itouch now~

2010-02-23T00:05:00.002+08:00

baby cousin. the happy baby.

2010-02-21T01:01:00.001+08:00

REUNION DINNER 2010

so much laughter, bonding together! hahaha. pics all taken from cousin ah neh&pricilia. nv upload mine, cause too lazy. will upload CNY pics soon~

having family chalet during mar 12th-14th. cant wait lar!!!!!! :)

brb:D

2010-02-18T00:26:00.002+08:00

Despite being together for about 5 years, you will still shower me with all your love that you have. Thanks dearie, you are the most wonderful thing that had ever happen to me.

2010-02-16T21:58:00.001+08:00

cny was great :)

will be back to blog.

2010-02-10T20:15:00.003+08:00

Its been almost 2mths for me being jobless. Of course, being a so call taitai at home was great, a totally stress-less life. I had been meeting my gfs, dating with boyfriend, houseworks, relaxing, sleeping late, waking up late, facebook-ing till wee hours, etc. I really enjoyed all these.

But now i have to left my comfort zone, and be back to the working life. Back to the realistic world and working environment.

I hope i can adapt everything soon.

2010-02-06T15:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND!!!!

2010-02-01T14:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!!!!!!

2010-01-31T00:21:00.002+08:00

its 31st of the month again. which means...

Happy 58th Monthsary Dearie.

love you always :)

2010-01-28T00:24:00.003+08:00

i'm feeling super duper uber tired now! needs to sleep but i cant seem to fall asleep.

2010-01-24T14:00:00.001+08:00

i pity you. argh!!!!!

2010-01-19T03:37:00.001+08:00

my dearest~

2010-01-12T16:17:00.006+08:00

8 Jan 2010

meet up with poly mates~ headed to marina for steamboat dinner.then to orchard to la-kopi. lastly to kbox and sang till wee hours! had so much fun lar!

some pictures from that day. the others are in FB :)

well, tats all for now. will be back with more pictures~~

2010-01-10T03:54:00.003+08:00

met up with POLY mates ytd. dinner, la kopi, kbox = FUN!

went for a mini celebration for dearie's fren birthday today. quite okie, quite fun.

dating tmr with dearie :)

got a couple of fotos in my camera. will upload it soon!

2010-01-06T00:28:00.003+08:00

family lunch + cousins bonding on 1st Jan 2010 :)

we went yakun for tea break.

thanks to pricilla, we got taboo to play!

baby cousin!

i seriously dont rmbr why she was crying. hahaha!

2010-01-03T12:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 2010 :)

2009 had ended. its been a hectic year for me. 2009 didnt went that smoothly, but still i have enjoyed myself in the year. well, let me recap what had happen during 2009.

- ended my job.
- manage to feel the life of a taitai :)
- have a stronger bond with my family.
- become 22 on 27aug08
- enter our sweet 4yrs anni.
- first overseas trip to Thai with dearie instead of family. and there will be more to come!

2010 resolution:
- find the old me back.
- get a new job, smthing which i must like.
- get my liciense!
- enter our 5yr anni sweetly, and make it a memorable one.
- hopefully, learn some cooking.
- be a better gf, although i'm a great one alrdy.
- be a better fren, daughter, sister.
- spend my time wisely.
- save up!
- hopefully, all my plans will work smoothly.
:)

2010-01-02T22:54:00.003+08:00

stupid bf wans me to meet him but keep talking to me on the fone. aiyo!

gotta rush.brb to blog.

2009-12-31T00:17:00.003+08:00

its 31st of the month again.

happy 57th monthsary dearie.

love you forever !

2009-12-28T17:55:00.003+08:00

movies watched :)

MuLan

Based on the Chinese folk heroine Hua Mulan. When the country is threatened by invaders, a young girl defends her father by sneaking away from home and dressing up as a man to join an all-male army where she eventually assumes a historically critical role in defending the nation in a time of war.

Bodyguards & Assassins

1905, City of Victoria (British Colony of Hong Kong)

In the distance of thirteen blocks, the one man who holds a nations fate must survive relentless attempts on his life with only five bodyguards to protect him. Against hundreds of assassins, these men must put their courage to the test in order to protect the hopes of millions in this perilous night even if it means fighting to the death...

The Treasure Hunter

In the northwest desert where countless prosperous dynasties have flourish and fallen, there is rumour of a buried treasure of unbelievable riches. A group of mysterious guardians have kept the map to the location of the treasure safe, until a fierce rivalry erupts. A notorious international crime group, The Company hunt down the map keepers and before they manage to secure it, the keeper passes the map to a young chivalrous man Ciao Fei (Jay Chou). Ciao Fei is forced to give up the map to save the live of his mentors daughter Lan Ting (Lin Chi Ling). Teaming up with Hua Ding Bang (a famous archaeologist) and Lan Ting they embark on a dangerous journey to recover the map and fight to protect the ancient treasure.

Alvin and the Chipmunks 2

In the Squeakquel, pop sensations Alvin, Simon and Theodore end up in the care of Dave Sevilles twenty-something nephew Toby (Zachary Levi). The boys must put aside music superstardom to return to school, and are tasked with saving the schools music program by winning the $25,000 prize in a battle of the bands. But the Chipmunks unexpectedly meet their match in three singing chipmunks known as The Chipettes - Brittany, Eleanor and Jeanette. Romantic and musical sparks are ignited when the Chipmunks and Chipettes square off.

2009-12-25T00:27:00.003+08:00

merry xmas to all.

this xmas i'm thankful to have my cute family, my wonderful gfs, my loveable darlings, and my dearest boyfriend with me.

:)

2009-12-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

although i really like homecooked food, but i seriously think i totally cant cook.

2009-12-22T19:47:00.001+08:00

i miss you.

2009-12-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

before anything,

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO FUFU !

note to you:

finally 21~ can watch R21 show with us already! haha. hope you enjoyed the zoo trip on last sunday. cant wait for the dinner too. hope your birthday wishes will come true. and of course, every year this time, we will be celebrating your birthday together always! love you!!! :DDD

zoo trip pics. the others all in facebook~

finally done. goodnight pple.

ps: i did changed the time and date of this post.

:)

2009-12-13T17:53:00.001+08:00

zoo trip with gfs was GREAT! will be back with more more pictures. :D

2009-12-12T23:59:00.001+08:00

i going to the zoo zoo zoo!!
how about you you you??

:D:D:D:D:D:D

2009-12-11T23:14:00.004+08:00

baby cousin~ CUTE!

been watching Rainie Yang's drama shows.

海派甜心

Xue Hai was a certifiable dork when he first arrived in Shanghai. After his schoolmate Bao Zhu saved him from bullying, she became his first love. Then, a misunderstanding caused them to lose contact when she moved back to Taiwan. He thought she dumped him. So he transformed himself from a dork to a hunk in order to seek revenge.

換換愛
Tong Jia Di needs a life besides work, paying down family debt, and more work. So her best friend Jiang Xiao Nan sneaks in a “Love” coupon in Jia Di's raffle box praying that the lucky guy who draws it will sweep Jia Di off her feet. As it so happens, Huo Yan, the compassionate manager Jia Di has secret crush on, is the lucky guy. But, tho' the prince can exchange the coupon for Cinderella's love, it doesn't mean he will, especially when his devilish younger brother is determined to exchange his “Master/Angel” coupon for her servitude.

惡魔在身邊
After finally getting the courage to confess her feelings, Qi Yue (Rainie Yang) was handing her love letter to Yuan Yi (Kingone Wang), but by a stroke of bad luck, he did not see and walked passed her. The person standing in front of her was the troublemaker of the school, infamously known for his devilish ways – Jiang Meng (Mike He). The devil will get what he wants, and the object of his desire was Qi Yue. Although having a cruel exterior, Ah Meng’s heart is kind and caring, which truly touched Qi Yue. The big problem remained – Ah Meng is the son of the man Qi Yue’s mother is going to marry. Even though they were not related by blood, who will accept this step brother-sister relationship? What is to become of their relationship when other lovers come into the picture?

went to Samsung today for a small x'mas celebration. will upload all the pics once i edit them. i got tons and tons and tons of pics in my camera.

:):):):):)

2009-12-04T01:07:00.002+08:00

i gotta admit, i'm not the old me. i cant find the cheerful me, the smile in me.

my guardian angel will never appear. never.

2009-12-02T21:13:00.004+08:00

Over The Weekends
Ninja Assassin

from website;
Raizo (Rain) is one of the deadliest assassins in the world. Taken from the streets as a child, he was transformed into a trained killer by the Ozunu Clan, a secret society whose very existence is considered a myth. But haunted by the merciless execution of his friend by the Clan, Raizo breaks free from them...and vanishes. Now he waits, preparing to exact his revenge. In Berlin, Europol agent Mika Coretti (Naomie Harris) has stumbled upon a money trail linking several political murders to an underground network of untraceable assassins from the Far East. Defying the orders of her superior, Ryan Maslow (Ben Miles), Mika digs into top secret agency files to learn the truth behind the murders. Her investigation makes her a target, and the Ozunu Clan sends a team of killers, led by the lethal Takeshi (Rick Yune), to silence her forever. Raizo saves Mika from her attackers, but he knows that the Clan will not rest until they are both eliminated. Now, entangled in a deadly game of cat and mouse through the streets of Europe, Raizo and Mika must trust one another if they hope to survive...and finally bring down the elusive Ozunu Clan.

cycling, bowling, steamboat at east coast with dearie + NS mates + linda :)

my typical ah beng bf.

bffs.

after a long day :)

dinner at putien with gfs on Monday.

gotta go back to my show.

bye pple.

2009-11-26T16:43:00.002+08:00

下一站，幸福

Ren Guang Xi ( Vaness wu ), a cocky law student, seems to lead the perfect life. He's the sole successor to a huge and famous business and a talented ice hockey player. But in reality, his lonely life lacks joy, laughter and motivation. That is until he meets Liang Mu Cheng( Ady an ), the new bento seller at his school canteen. Although orphaned at a young age, Mu Cheng does not let her past affect her and lives life with great passion and determination. A harmless bet brings the two together and Guang Xi slowly changes as Mu Cheng teaches him how to give and love. Tragedy strikes when Guang Xi suddenly has to go through a major brain surgery which causes him to lose his memory. His mother begs Mu Cheng to leave him and the latter has no choice but to do so. Little does she know that she already has Guang Xi's child.

Six years pass. Mu Cheng lives a quiet life with her young son in the countryside while Guang Xi is now a successful lawyer and is engaged to He Yi Qian, the kind and beautiful doctor who took care of him after his surgery. A strangely familiar piano piece stirs Guang Xi's heart as he struggles to recall his past romance with Mu Cheng.

How will the couple make up for six years of lost time?

Happiness, which stop do I alight at?

2009-11-24T13:27:00.001+08:00

something happen last friday night, but dont wish to talk about it. hopes everything will be okie. luckily MrChua was there with me, otherwise, i'll be so super lost.

make a trip down to PetLovers Vet ytd with CookieDarling. poor lil one has an ear infection and a lil rashes here and there. the ear drop that the vet gave was pretty yucky. the vet also gave me so many tablets to feed him also -.-" its a tough job for me lar. anyway hopes CookieDarling will be fine soon.

have been quite quiet at home the past few days. mum is in bali, jer in bangkok, boy in batam. left me, josh and 2 darlings at home. woke up this morning with CookieDarling beside me, and JackieBoy on my leg. sweet~

been hearing so many bad news lately. now i realise i'm not strong at all, totally not. worst still, cramps are making my mood super low.

i need my guardian angel badly. i need it to protect me, to guide me, to help me. where are you?

2009-11-19T16:06:00.001+08:00

so many things to do over this weekends.
- wash the fans
- clean all the tables
- clear my cupboards
- clear my dressing table
- wash&hang clothings
- wash kitchen
- bathe darlings
- magic clean&mop the floor
- etc etc etc......

basically is clear the whole house lar.

such a good girl i am.

:)

2009-11-19T16:06:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO STRAIGHTEN OUT MY THOUGHTS.

2009-11-16T23:32:00.003+08:00

how to save money?

-maggie mee for meal?
-cheaper food for darlings?
-no more impulse buying?
-no more shopping?
-no more midnight movies?
-no more taxi rides?
-can dont contribute to the family?

i cannt absorb all this now.teach me wat to do.

worst thing. i just paid for darlings'food, and now cookie is sick :( things just never ends.

i'm totally lost!

2009-11-16T21:24:00.003+08:00

over the weekends.

from website;
Never before has a date in history been so significant to so many cultures, so many religions, scientists, and governments. 2012 is an epic adventure about a global cataclysm that brings an end to the world and tells of the heroic struggle of the survivors.

great show i must say. but 2012, end of the world? is it true? pls tell me its not.

gathering at ah gu's place. baby cousin. cute cute cute. look at her cheeky face. haha.

lunch with the family at the vines :)

well, i'm feeling tired alrdy. mentally&physically.

i need my rest, my guardian angel

2009-11-16T17:19:00.000+08:00

- 桃花小妹 is uploading one episode per week. shit.

- darlings' food are here.

- maggie noodles for dinner again?

- my dreams are dash :( call me soon, make ma happy kkzz.

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

2009-11-13T12:06:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13th, rainy day

random post.

- it will be great if i can be at home now, sleeping.

- bf needs more personal time i guess. i shld be more independent.

- call me call me, quickly call me lar!

- darlings' food will arrive on... MONDAY. gosh. 3 more days. lucky them, poor me.

- petlovers is giving me free gifts :D

- work sucks, and i dont like my mouse. it keep giving me problem.

- CALL ME!

all i think abt is you. thats not good.

2009-11-12T00:51:00.001+08:00

pics from Dinno's camera.

goodnight:)

pray hards everything will goes fine.

2009-11-09T15:53:00.001+08:00

just finished watching 福气有安康. isnt 邱泽 man, handsome, cute~

桃花小妹 will be next.

did i mention that i miss you?

2009-11-08T19:24:00.003+08:00

bbq-ed with colleagues ytd. fun :)

movie date with MrChua ytd night. loves~

JENNIFER'S BODY

from website;

A sexy horror film with a wicked sense of humor, "Jennifer's Body" is about small town high school student Jennifer (Megan Fox), who is possessed by a hungry demon. She transitions from being "high school evil" - gorgeous (and doesn't she know it), stuck up and ultra-attitudinal - to the real deal: evil/evil. The glittering beauty becomes a pale and sickly creature jonesing for a meaty snack, and guys who never stood a chance with the heartless babe, take on new luster in the light of Jennifer's insatiable appetite. Meanwhile, Jennifer's lifelong best friend Needy (Amanda Seyfried), long relegated to living in Jennifer's shadow, must step-up to protect the town's young men, including her nerdy boyfriend Chip (Johnny Simmons).

megan fox is hot and pretty. Johnny Simons is cute~ nice show overall with a cute guy acting, but storyline is a lil confusing for me :p

well, monday tmr again. another working day -.-"

bye pple.

2009-11-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

had a mini celebration for ah wei on tue. fun laughter and everything. hope she enjoys it :)

interviews tmr. wish me gd luck *cross fingers*

2009-11-04T00:21:00.001+08:00

outing with gfs was great. just one pic for now. love you girls :D

2009-10-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

its the 31st of the month again. which means..

Happy 55th monthsary Mr Chua.

will love you forever and ever :)

2009-10-28T23:31:00.001+08:00

i got a new longchamp bag. thanks to cin :D:D:D

2009-10-27T21:05:00.002+08:00

suddenly have the mood to cam-whore. haha.

my hair with flash :D

goodnight world. loves.

2009-10-24T19:30:00.002+08:00

life hasnt been that fantastic for me. couple of stuffs has happen though, and i have to make a whole new plan for my future.

it will be good if i can get a short getaway with boyfriend. but i doubt so. our plan does not allow us to do so, temporary.

new hair cut.

my bling-ed ipod nana. thanks to Patsy :D

cookie darling and me. lovess.

2009-10-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

a whole new plan.

2009-10-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

i feeling damm moody now, and great, no one will understand how i feel.

i shall emo alone.

fark.

2009-10-20T16:17:00.001+08:00

everything seem not on the right track. why ah? so many question marks in my mind, makes me so unsure, so not confident.

great, i'm stress up again, and i HATEEEE this feeling. :(

2009-10-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

and when i feel like uploading my pictures, facebook is so damm slow -.-" aiyo.

anyway, some pic during mid-autumm festival cum grandma's birthday.

:)

other will be upload in facebook.

finally, done. *phew*

2009-10-10T00:17:00.001+08:00

everything seems so different now. less laughter, less communication, less everything.

am i just sensitive? or??? sighs.

2009-10-08T12:18:00.000+08:00

another guy of my dream :) Lucas Till

2009-10-05T17:18:00.001+08:00

命真苦~ 很可怜啊~~

2009-10-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

16 years ago

NOW

haha. a normal one :D

:)

will be back soon.

2009-10-02T22:05:00.001+08:00

BORING

Feeling so tired and restless now, yawns! Wanted to meet dearie, but he's gg out ltr, so shall stay home and rest. Think i'm falling aslp soon le. Haha.

Shall go shower and lie in bed le...... Bye......

2009-10-02T11:00:00.001+08:00

OCTOBER;

- mooncake festival
- grandma's birthday
- baby bro's birthday
- susu's birthday

the other day, i was so damm stress about my life, my future, my everything and but gf make me so much better by tagging on my chatbox. so sweet and heartwarming :)

thanks gfsss for always being with there for me, and i know we will stay like this forever and ever :D:D

and course, dearie also send me a sweet short message to encourage and ensure me.

thanks dearie, appreciate it alot. love you deep deep & always always.

although life is tough, but i'm glad i have you all with me.

2009-09-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

i need a break badly.

2009-09-28T17:27:00.000+08:00

Myself. My future.

I realised I have super bad mood swings. This moment, I can be super duper emotional and the next I can be okie. I think things firstly the negative way, the very very negative way. But after slowly straigtening out my thoughts, my thinking will slowly gets better, and of course, my mood will get better.

I detest pressure, I hate stress. I'm not good at handling both of this.

I need to have a sense of security, to ensure me everything is going smoothly. However, life is always unpredictable. Obstacles which happen in my life now and then are sometimes hard for me to handle.

Changes are always happening. Till now, growing up seems so hard for me. How? But still, I need to learn, to grow up and face all this myself. I gotta stop myself from wasting my life, my time, my money away.

I need to have a whole new thinking for my LIFE, my GOAL, my FUTURE.

Good luck to myself.

2009-09-25T11:48:00.000+08:00

GAMER

from website;
GAMER is an action thriller set in a near future when gaming and entertainment have evolved into a terrifying new hybrid. Humans control other humans in mass-scale, multi-player online games: people play people...for keeps. "Slayers," a first-person shooter game allows millions to act out their most savage fantasies online in front of a global audience, using real prisoners as avatars with whom they fight to the death. Kable (300's Gerard Butler) is the superstar and cult hero of "Slayers." Kable is controlled by Simon who continues to defy all odds by guiding Kable to victory each week. Taken from his family, imprisoned and forced to fight against his will, the modern day gladiator must survive long enough to escape the game to free his family, regain his identity and to save mankind from Castle's ruthless technology.

PHOBIA2

from website;
The screaming experience from 2008 is about to return again with a portmanteau horror film by the most talented film directors - Banjong Pisanthanakun (Shutter, Alone, 4BIA - In the Middle), Paween Purijitpanya (Body, 4BIA- Tit for Tat), Songyos Sugmakanan (Dorm, Hormones), Parkpoom Wongpoom (Shutter, Alone, 4BIA - Last Fright), and a new director Visute Poolvoralaks the man behind the success of Shutter, Alone, 4BIA and Coming Soon.

Don't be surprised if you are addicted to fear.

THE UGLE TRUTH

from website;
Abby Richter (Katherine Heigl) is a romantically challenged morning show producer whose search for Mr. Perfect has left her hopelessly single. She's in for a rude awakening when her bosses team her with Mike Chadway (Gerard Butler), a hardcore shock jock who promises to spill the ugly truth on what makes men and women tick.

ACCIDENT

from website;
A self-styled accident choreographer, the Brain is a professional hitman who kills his victims by trapping them in well crafted accidents that look like unfortunate mishaps but are in fact perfectly staged acts of crime. Perennially plagued with guilt, he is also suspicious and morbid by nature. The recent avalanche of memories of his lost wife does not make things any easier.

After one mission accidentally goes wrong, causing the life of one of his men, the Brain is convinced that this accident has been choreographed: someone is out there plotting to terminate him and his team. He becomes increasingly paranoid, walking on the thin line between reality and delusion.

When he discovers that a mysterious insurance agent Fong is somewhat related one of the accidents he has staged, the Brain becomes obsessed that this man must be the mastermind behind a conspiracy to take him out. To regain his sanity and to save his life, he must strive to kill Fong before he makes his next move.

movies i caught over the past weeks :)

what i want actually?
what do i need?
what am i thinking?
what is my goal?
what is my future?
what is my life?

ps. i really need a guardian angel to guide me.

2009-09-22T12:48:00.001+08:00

he did so so much for me.
he sacrificed so so much for me.
thanks for everything MrChua, i appreciate it alot alot.

2009-09-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

RANDOM

- Met up with yuru after work. Its been ages since i saw her.

- dearie and me got new phone. Nokia E52&E71 :)

- we both are so into using msn with the phone. Haha.

- dearie is still so stress at work :(

- will be back agn.

2009-09-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

i'm loving my new phone:D

2009-09-13T02:01:00.000+08:00

feeling happy and moody at the same time.sighs.

2009-09-08T11:13:00.000+08:00

met up with gfs ytd at juro point. ah wei didnt join us but then still bump into her at juro point. haha. we are just so fated lar.

had din tai fung for dinner. yummy!!! 小笼包 is the best there :D

bought a top at NET. cheap cheap. and a three-quarters for dearie at Giodano. actually ytd really have the urge to spend money on bags and shoes, but too bad. i cant find anything to my liking. well, in a good way, i can save money.

anyway a gift :D thanks! anna sui lip gloss smell so nice~

2009-09-08T00:57:00.001+08:00

so sad. dearie is working hard at home now. he brought his work back home :(

the worst thing is i cant help him in any way. to lighten his burden and everything.

hope everything will be normal soon.......

2009-09-07T12:30:00.000+08:00

RANDOM

i bought this book the other day :D

- boring monday. i'm having monday blues now.

- rashes are not okie yet. shit! hate it. how i wish it is chicken pox. haha.

- i think dearie is working too hard, he seem so tired always :( all because of that stupid lao ang moh.

- i need my beauty sleep, so does he.

- dearie is craving for dim sum. hmmmm.

- i'm missing lappy, chou chou and piyo piyo alrdy.

- i wish everything will goes smoothly. always and always. *cross fingers*

ps. i miss you too

2009-09-06T23:44:00.002+08:00

from website;
Many people believe when a person dies, his soul returns on the 7th night. Shun's spirit returns to possess his 13 year old sister Qing to exact revenge on those who brutally murdered him and his beloved wife. This is a thriller set in a supernatural context, with characters caught in a web of love, betrayal, and revenge. This tale of vengeance starts with Qing, already possessed, trying to enlist the help of his ex-colleague to seek his revenge. The whole story unfolds in the course of one night, as we see how a little girl possessed by a man, hunts down his killers one by one.

movie with dearie last night~ blood ties. quite a confusing show too me. hmmmm.

having a sudden headache just now. damm pain. felt so much better after pop-ing down 2 panadol and dearie giving me the special massage :D

sians, monday tmr again!!!! monday blues~

2009-09-05T11:32:00.000+08:00

gonna be busy today. so many things to do~ will be back at home only ard 4plus cause meeting dearie for lunch.

- magic clean/mop the floor

- clean all the tables

- change bedsheets

- wash the fan

- wash my blanket >> this is tough

- clear my wardrobe

- wash the kitchen

and luckily i bathe my darlings ytd alrdy :)

hopefully i nv miss out anything.

2009-09-04T22:21:00.001+08:00

aiyo~ so noisy now!!!

2009-09-04T00:28:00.001+08:00

and i thought everything is changing for the better. but no i was wrong :(

2009-09-02T11:18:00.000+08:00

- my voice still sound so man. haha.

- its bored playing photo hunt alone without him.

- its bored eating calbee potato chips alone. it does not taste tat nice too.

- i'm having rashes. seriously i dunno what am i allegic too.

- cookie darling is having rashes too :( really need to bring him to the vet.

- boyfriend went fishing last night, he's off today.

- change at his workplace. praying hard everything goes well and smoothly.

- bored at work. too many weird pple.

- shld i get another longchamp bag next mth? shld i shld i shld i???? hmmmm.

- i think i shld save more rather than spend more.

- baby cousin~ 9 months old already. so cute and chubby now.